So yeah, Kat's being all aggrivating.  Maybe I'm just being a bitch? I dunno. But last night I got on her case about not eating right and junk, and she tried to defend herself with very lame excuses like "I want macaroni and hotdogs, but that's for 2, and I'm only 1." or "I don't want to make a meal just for me, it feels like a waste." She can't even finish macaroni anymore. She's shrinking her stomach and doesn't care. She's already underweight. And when I tell her I care and junk she tells me she doesn't care anymore. I was like... wtf. And after talkin to Steffi about it I realized... fine, if she doesn't care when her friends wanna help, fuck it. But I still care, I really do. She said 2 of her aunts were hospitalized for being too underweight. But she doesn't care. She told me she doesn't care if anyone is right. I really wanna get hold of Brett.

Now she's mad and calling me lazy cos I won't walk to her house. Granted I could and should. But she said she wants to hang with me before I move.... everyone else is making effort, why isn't she comming here? I told her "Yes, monday I was being lazy. Yesterday it was raining, and today Rob is gonna call me. I wanna talk to him cos I was feeling poopy yesterday. I was also gonna tell him to call in the morning so I could hang with you, but he got off before I did." She's like, whatever. Plus she's hanging with Brett today but doesn't know when. I was like... ok... so why do you wanna hang with me if you're just gonna go be with him?

I dunno, I kinda feel bad. I mean she is a really good friend but I don't get her sometimes. We'll see what happens.

~ 18 days till I move ~